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moments to share, moments to care

you never know. although i'm sick to my stomach.

longing home is a great feeling. and being vague is the best way.

Skrivet av arlona, 2009-08-01

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how my entries have become shorter. way shorter. heh. Socratos would be proud of me.

Skrivet av arlona, 2009-07-20

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i felt like falling out of the bed between 7am-8am

Skrivet av arlona, 2009-07-18

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and sleepy. partying way too much.

Skrivet av arlona, 2009-06-29

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i wish it was.

lack of deadline?

Skrivet av arlona, 2009-06-11

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works fine for me

Skrivet av arlona, 2009-06-07

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i had a dream tonight. or a nightmare. a few of them actually. saw things that i had forgotten or that i never think about.

but here it was: i saw 2 people - me and another person. and i saw a dog, who apparently belonged to us. and i saw a car crushing the dog. i saw the dog on the sidewalk. he was still alive, but obviously his spine was broken, or what do i know from the pet anatomy. in any case, he was bleeding from his spine. and breathing. the other person in my dream went up to the dog, sat down and tried caressing, hence enlightening the pain. the dog was yelping by every touch because logically they were causing incredible amount of pain. i sat down the person and the dog. i was watching the dog and the person crying.

the dog was dieing.

i knew that i was supposed to kill it at that moment. to stop the suffering.

fuck. the dream felt so real.

could i kill him? and if, how could i? should i break the spine by digging in my heel into the leftovers of its spine? should i take a hammer...

Skrivet av arlona, 2009-04-26

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i don't learn from my mistakes.

Skrivet av arlona, 2009-04-20

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