i miss it.
by pierre franckh.
the scientific book about the positive thinking.
what a booster.
so in order to stop imagining people the way i want to and seeing them for who they are, a new circle begins.
oh God, i have been so wrong my head is hurting.
and does, like, everyone sees this??
if the person who you care about chooses anyone else but you to go to when shit hits the fan, there is a good chance they were really fed up with your life lessons a long time ago.
turns out i am simply allergic to all dairy (lactose, whey, yogurt, cream, kefir), eggs and bananas (??).
i am stronger than i thought.
thus, no need to prove i'm strong. no need to compete. no need pretending i'm weak.
be gentler, compassionate of those around me.
be strong and let others grow stronger as well.
i'm truly devastated.
surprisingly, i'm still sober.
on Sunday God blessed me with 2 sisters who can help me with ED.
and it seems God has also blessed me with a brother who can help me with my writing skills.
i cannot believe it yet.
can this be true?