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moments to share, moments to care

feeling drunk on adrenaline. no idea why. feeling very naughty and up to smth devilish smile

who's first?

Skrivet av arlona, 2012-11-23

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or not.

i used to have this incredible urge to socialize with ppl in general. and overshare a great deal of my private life to a certain extent too far. there was this necessity in the air to be heard. and to feel cared about.

that part is somehow over.

no one really gives a damn about anyone elses business but their own.
too bad it took such a long time for me to realise this and to cling on to the opposite.

well well.. better late than never.

Skrivet av arlona, 2012-11-13

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i wish i could delete yesterday from my memory. wipe it all out.
also, i wish i could wipe out today as well.

Skrivet av arlona, 2012-11-08

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do it yourself.

or do it for yourself.

let's try.

Skrivet av arlona, 2012-11-04

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the awesome thing with new beginnings is that you get to make new routines.

it can also be a bad thing for the same reason.

but i'm positive.

Skrivet av arlona, 2012-10-12

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this thing feels like forever. it feels so long that i cannot believe i am finally going home. but i am.
neither can i express how much am i longing to go back and start on my little projects.
these are the things i am looking forward to:

*gym (friday is booked, and half marathon is waiting on saturday)
*tvseries (on a BIG screen)
*housewifing stuff (ha, love this, need a bathroom upgrade, indulge in cooking, and slowly start preparing for christmas, which fortunately can be done while watching tv series on a BIG screen)
*pampering (oh yes, shopping, and other girl stuff on the list)
*school (yupp, actually missing my course, classes, and environment that i'll have for the last 8 weeks)
*books (to buy and to read)
*...and.. weirdly enough - work. can't wait to have all the responsibilities and see how this all works on our own.

i hope i'll remind myself to recheck this list.

this has been priceless time. this has been time to remember who am i. this is the time to see who are the people...

Skrivet av arlona, 2012-10-10

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there was one last person to believe i'm not like my mother.

and tonight, he saw i am.
well he should have know better. seeing how he's my father an all.

Skrivet av arlona, 2012-10-08

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i had a bad feeling as well as a good one when my stay here was extended.

i don't feel like going home. what is a home really - a set location, place with assumptions and expectations? no no, we all have heard the good ol song - home is where your heart is.

i don't want to return to the place where i feel like an outcast. for the past months i've been working my ass off to be nice, polite, cute, composed, patient, silent. i'm so tired of trying to be a person i'm not. cuz however hard i try, there are much happier assholes, content with being assholes.
for a while i thought of myself being mature and acted accordingly. and then i imagined aiming a bullet right in my temples.

in the past weeks, i have played computer games, watched my sci-fi stuff, laughed at louis ck jokes, got asked out (that is such an awesome feeling), and all of this stuff i did with people who have my sense of humor, who don't expect me to be skinny, who don't mind me burping, making shameless jokes and having cynic attitude....

Skrivet av arlona, 2012-10-05

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