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moments to share, moments to care

the seaweed is always greener
in somebody else's lake
you dream about going up there
but that is a big mistake
just look at the world around you
right here on the ocean floor
such wonderful things surround you
what more is you lookin' for?

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-10-06

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seems i underestimated myself. i did learn something. something great and valuable.

and now it's time for a cold shower.

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-09-30

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"Hi 5 sis"

first time anyone ever told me that.
well it only took me 29 years to hear it from my brother. better late than never, huh?

also, did i mention it was aaaaawesome to hear it?!

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-09-28

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i don't think i have ever been as honest towards myself as i am now.

myself and others.

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-09-19

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the best way to fill that void inside you is giving selflessly. not taking selfishly.

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-09-13

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sometimes it feels like despite the endless tries, i still haven't learned anything.

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-09-02

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quite a long time has passed so i can finally write down the objective conclusions of a shitty experience.

i was spending a lot of time pitying myself for my childhood traumas, now i take a step back and see how much pain and suffering is there in people all around me. finally, instead of focusing on my own bruises, i can actually be a better friend and focus on listening more than talking.

i was living in a fantasy world. not regarding my values, those ones have only strengthened, but my expectations of relationship. i was expecting a story, a fairy tale, a miracle. and resented everything that wasn't as "perfect" as my imaginary world. including myself. now i can see that relationships just like friendships are based on respect, common interests and sense of humor, not mutual games, manipulation, tricks and treats.

and yes, the values. more than ever i am sure that my moral compass works just fine. it is worth to be a genuinely good person. there are plenty of us out there (i'm saying, hoping to...

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-08-15

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what if you stop being cynical and ironic and suddenly are perceived as boring instead?

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-08-11

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