moments to share, moments to care

that moment when for the first time of your life you can easily talk to both of your parents with no resentment or complaints. when you have a 4 legged best friend next to you. when you are secure about your job. when you are becoming sure of who you are.

when everything seems in the right place.

only the unhappy one will try to prove he is happy,
only the dead one - he is still alive,
only a coward - that he is brave,

and only a person who knows his pettiness will try to prove his mightiness.

fear is the primary reason for aggression.

just trying too access as many pleasant moments as possible and avoid as many negative ones as possible.

there are a million things to be done, and not enough hours in one day.

my life finally has a purpose, meaning and somewhat of a value.

thank you, everyone, who contributed. i cant thank enough.

two and a half years i tortured myself and others, without seeking help. there were several times when it felt like i've hit the rock bottom, but turns out there were so many levels of hell still waiting for me.

a few days ago it was the last drop. it is difficult to comprehend how this insanity became the normality of life, how much i have hurt myself, my loved ones, people around me, how many bridges are burnt, how many unnecessary words are said and irreversable actions taken.

i just wish i had gotten the help i need sooner.
now it is time to heal.

come what may.

i'll embrace every step of it.

if you feel your friend has a problem, dont try to solve it.
try to make him forget about it.

if he will want to talk about it, he will.